I feel so sad and broken lately, eveything is going back on how it used to be before and I hate it so much:/ With all this academic pressure, trainings, and even issue with my schoolmate, I dont know if i can still hold on. I hate it so much that I always care about on how people see or think about me. All I did was to tell my friend that there's a rumour about her and all I get is an accusation from one of her friend and I was framing my friend's friend that it was her that said that rumour but I did not mention any name to my friend:) Right now I feel worse than ever because my friends keep leaving me on delivered and no one even bother to check up on me:) im so alone