my dad married a very abusive and mentally unstable woman 5 years ago, when i was around 13, and i was forced to live in a household where i would get screamed at for very minor things like me not cleaning one drawer when i was always in charge of cleaning the entire house. things got worse and worse to the point where i was physically hurt if i did anything wrong and it got to the point where i was too afraid to even go to sleep at night because i was worried she'd come in again and strangle me, she even held me at gunpoint once and smashed my dad's phone with a hammer so he couldn't call the police, she held a knife to my throat because i brought my school chromebook to school with me when i was grounded and when he asked about the cut in my neck blamed it on the dog. she kicked me out months ago, before i graduated hs, and stole all of my survivor's ss benefits from my mom's death from me, and he let her. he pretends he did nothing wrong. i don't know how to make it so im well again