Rant #7936

i can’t be good at anything in life. can’t excel at a single thing. i hate being so dependent on people and having to put up this funny and bubbly persona to survive. people know how unreliable and stupid i am so i take all their judgement up my ass and laugh it off so that i don’t stand out and cause problems. i wish that i can actually do something myself instead of having to stick to and rely on a bunch of people who constantly drain my energy.