i think no one will ever love me. i love my family and friends deeply and i know they love me too. i know you don’t need romantic love for a fulfilled life, i know every fucking speech that you would say to someone who feels like me. but i don’t wanna be unloveable. i wanna be sexy to someone. i want someone to see me from across the room and smile. Someone who tells the guy beside them “ that’s my girlfriend you know”. To feel worthy. to know i deserve to live. i just don’t think someone will ever love me.