i like this guy in my friendrgoup and i hate that i like him bc nothing will ever happen and honestly 1/3 times we hang out he just pisses me off bc he’s so fuckkng mean sometimes, and he knows he is. A few months ago i told my bff (same friend group) that i liked this guy and she seemed to understand how confused and hurt i felt. But today she told me how she was organizing this group trip and she said “you don’t mind sharing a room with him right?” just so SHE could share a room with HER boyfriend. I get it, she may think i’m over him but the fact that she planned everything around this room arrangement without even considering that i may be incredibly uncomfortable with it just made me sad. I said i didn’t mind bc i know it would complicate everything and raise questions so i locked myself into this situation. but i feel terrible and im thinking of not going to the trip.