I feel so guilty and dirty. I know I'm not guilty because I didn't choose to be abused as a child, but I feel like now I'm just a withdrawn girl who uses online sex to get approval from adults. I feel so disgusting, and I don't even like looking at my body when I shower. I can't stand being looked at, touched, or having anything done to me. I feel so, so guilty. And I know I'm not guilty. I can't erase it from my mind. I think, "Oh my God, wake up! It was when you were 11, and now you're 19. Let it go." And I don't need therapy; I've been to three.
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