i feel so ...(i dont even know how to explain it...i dont even would like to receive a negative private note.. please.. I am going to attend a beauty event, where my main focus is to get a derma consultation because my skin needs some attention. But, i feel so tired of caring about what other people thinks. and right now, im dealing with a menstrual phase too. People have insulted me in the past, mocked, or looked at me in a bad way . People say im very beautiful, i dont need to worry about what other people think about me. but i care, i guess im very weak emotionally, what to do... okay, solution: if they say something negative about my appearance, i will not care about it. i want to keep being kind and cheerful, without someone look down at me or taking advantage of me