I'm so scared of everyone not liking me all the time. I am not a people pleaser/attention seeker, I'm the opposite and I just try to be really boring and not different in public. I try to be a good person but I know that no matter what I do there will always be someone who thinks I am strange because I am not like them and they just need a target to make fun of, and I can't stand it. I feel like no one truly likes me, and if I had at least a few people who care about me, I think it would offset my deep-seated wish to have everyone approve of me all the time. It wouldn't feel like a threat to my existence if someone thinks I'm weird.