I feel very disorganised right now Everything is staying still after he left. I have no one now. I didn't even love him, im sure he was pretending aswell. I still miss another guy that absolutely hates me. I dont understand why. He says everything j do is wrong but i cant just improve Now, everyone is gone. No one cares anymore. No one messages me anymore. Im always waiting for something to happen but what if it doesn't? What if ill just be like this forever? Thats possible too but