I have a abusive older brother, i Genuinely don't know what to deal with It, He yelled for no reason and with something that is'nt my fault or his fault too, Even my mom get abused by him too, my so called home started to look weird.. i don't feel safe there and rather feel safe In another place, i'm also now becoming someone who cries silently, i just cannot let It out anymore, i've been having this promble longer than i wanted It to be, i had thought to ended It all but i didnt do It... I just don't know what to do expect keep going even thought It really hurt me, He just hurt me mentally not physically but It still hurt..