I feel trapped. I have so many friends but none of which I feel like I can vent to or even call my own. Everybody in this massive friendgroup has their favourite someone while I'm just.. there. Theres couples, bestfriends.. and just me. I also can't help but seem to hate this one person(P2) they're really really nice and an absolutely amazing person to talk with and in general but I feel like I've been replaced by them..? ive known this one person(P1) and we considered eachother bestfriends for years.. until P2 came along and kind of took on the role of P1s bestfriend. Part of me thinks that im just being super dramatic but i don't know. Back on the point that I feel like theres no one to vent to.. I've honestly tried venting to a person one on one but i just can't do it. I dont know how to. I feel like my ability to do so just faded away ever since i started just keeping things to myself. I really really want to just give up.