I feel like absolute shit. Having Reactive Attachment Disorder is the worst. I end up getting so attached to someone that when they leave my world just shatters. My girlfriend broke it off with me, and we remained friends. I watched her get with someone else, and I'm happy for her, I just feel super jealous. I feel like shit. I feel like I'm not enough. Maybe I'm just a shitty partner? I don't know. I just feel like no one loves me.