I'm so tired of my dad, hes causing all my insecurities, i try talking to him then suddenly its "Your white friends dont do this blah blah blah" and then when I try to explain further, it's "Stop talking back". and this might seem like just a teen venting abt a minor thing but its not, its happening every day, gasligting, comparing, calling me 24/7 every 2 seconds to what? Oh no, grab his remote that two feet away from him and shit im so tired. Even when I was sturggling with self harm "This is white ppl shit, your tryna be white" COMPLETLY IGNORING MY PRONLEMS THEN SAYNG HE HAS A PROBLEM WITH THE THING HE COMAPRES ME WITH, oh also he weight shames me ALLLLL THE TIME AND NEVER LETS ME TALK, like brro what should i do to get to be heard? kill myself, oh wait when i did he said i was doing it for attention and that he talked to the neighboor saying im an attention seeker