Personally I think porn is cheating. I made that very clear to my boyfriend when we first started dating. He told me he had a porn addiction, and I said that I know how it feels because I had one too, but I still wanted to date him as long as he quit. February 2026 was the first time I found out that he was touching himself to other girls. He said that it'd never happen again, so I forgave him. The second time I found out was in March. Again, he said he would change. For a while, I thought he actually did change, but a few days ago (the 29th of June) I found out that once again he was looking at other girls. All three times, they didn't even look like me. I'm pretty slim and don't have very big boobs or a big butt which is what he likes and he always insists its what he likes but whenever I mention something that might make my boobs bigger he gets super excited and every time he touches himself to other girls they always have bigger boobs than me and it makes me wonder if he loves me.