am i not important enough to you anymore? i think about you and worry and it seems like everyone else knows so much more about you. Is it because of what i like? where i was? im not going to change for you but it hurts knowing ill never be good enough for anyone just how i am. I asked you and you pushed me away. But other people asked and you let them? Im sick. Im sick of you and how you make me feel. Im sick of my jealousy because youre going through so much and i have no right. Im so fucking tired. I hate it so much.