god damn it. i've fucked up again. my stupid depression made me not do a project till the day before the deadline. but when i went into school, expecting i had one more day, THE DEADLINE WAS A DAY EARLIER THAN I THOUGHT!!! WHY THE FUCK WAS IT A DAY EARLY?!?!?!?! NO ONE TOLD ME!!!! so, i (very calmy and non-suspiciously) told my teacher that i "forgot" to hand it in on the teams assignment, and now i'm about to write 4000 words in 2 hours in the middle of the night. great. wonderful. i fucking hate being depressed. i can't do anything. i can't play the games i like, i can't watch interesting videos. it feels like all i'm made to do is pass time. i feel sick knowing that i could've avoided this. my teacher thinks i'm a good student bc i get good grades, but in reality, i barely study and just rely on natural smartness. but now, i'm royally fucked. wish me luck! i hope you guys are doing alright, hopefully shit will get better for y'all