i’ve achieved nothing. i’m 17 and have no talent in ANYTHING. im failing in acedemics, im not at all athletic, i cant even play any instrument (i wanted to when i was younger but my family’s financially struggling) and i dont even have any artistic abilities. which is ironic because i go to an arts school—i major in drama entering my fourth year, and i havent even been casted in any musicals or plays, let alone a callback which is so fucking embarassing. i envy people who are just so naturally gifted. im surrounded by so many prodigies and it’s so frustrating. i’m such an easy target for people to critisize and belittle to make others feel good about themselves. everyday i just think to myself: out of ALL the things i could be good at, how the fuck is it possible that i can’t even excell at ONE? i just feel like an empty shell who doesn’t deserve the right to life. inferiority is catching up to me everyday and i’d be better off dead