I feel so lonely. I moved to a new town for college and lost contact with most of the people from my hometown, except 4 friends. 1 moved to another country and lives the seemingly best life, 2 stayed in our hometown and got way closer, and the last one moved to another town. Me and the last one had been friends since we were 5, and suddenly she seems to replace me with her new college friends. I try so hard to stay in contact, but she seems to not care at all. I feel like I have lost the friendship I once had with the 4 of them, but I am especially bothered with the last friend. And I have made new friends in college, but they all have their hometown friends to return to, everyone except me. Both in my hometown and in my college town I feel like the second option. Cause everyone has better, closer friends. I feel like I should not complain cause I got friends, but I feel really shitty cause I don't think I have a best friend anymore. I am so lonely, I want to be someone's best friend