I’m a genetic failure, I don’t deserve to live on this hateful planet. I’m 17, my dad is 6”5 and my mom is 4”11. My growth spurt is already over and im only 5”2. And to make it worse im Indian, the race that everyone likes to be racist against. My parents always neglect me, which caused me to develop bad habits, I was never nurtured properly which made my bones underdeveloped, recessing my jaw and my face. Due to this, im unlovable, everyone in high school is taller than me and always treats me as a different species, as if im not human. Why are people like this, we’re the most empathetic species in the universe and you make fun of people for being different. I want to kill myself by hanging, but I can’t even do that because the rope won’t stay on my chin, im too short to even kick the chair to stay afloat. I don’t want to live in this hateful hypergamous society. I’m tired, I don’t want to exist.