I used to SH everyday until 2 years ago. And it's back. It feels like it's back in full force. I'm so angry at myself for everything I do. I'm trying to pretend like it's all okay. It's probably the new job and stress of moving. But I have to wait to climb into bed because my arm is bleeding. I pick at my skin daily, too. If I do anything slightly wrong, I pick at my arms or pluck an eyebrow. My biggest trigger lately are mirrors. I have never felt so ugly in my life. I'm worried I'm hurting myself in more than physical ways. I haven't had my period in 7 months. I gained 60 pounds in 4 months and lost 20 pounds 2 months later. I need to see a doctor. A psychiatrist probably. I don't know who to talk to.
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