I’m extremely stupid. I had a 1.8 gpa and I barely made it graduating. I’m lying to everyone about going to college. I’ve accepted that I’m not smart and not meant for anything in life but everyone around me thinks I can make a career out of my art. One of the only things I’m good at but not even the best at. These days I think should just kill myself. I’m too scared though since I’ve been told by my religious family I’d go to hell for it.