A part of me wants to kill myself, I know I'll only hurt the people around me. I know no matter what I do, I'll only hurt those around me. I'm not a good boyfriend, I'm not a good son, I'm not a good brother. I'm a terrible person and all I know how to do. I don't want to be here anymore, I want to disappear. If I could, and have everyone forget about me, I would. I want to kill myself, but I don't know how. I don't want to be more of a dissapointment to anyone else around me. I just want to go home, whereever that is. I want to be held, and I want to be normal. I want everything wrong with me to go away. I want to die, but I'll have to settle for rotting instead.
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