I'm not enough I'm tired of acting like I'm fine I'm not I'm really struggling I'm having like two panic attacks per day my eating disorder is getting worse I just got back in foster care life is getting worse I tried killing myself twice in a row I have had thoughts like this but I have never done anything but my self harm is getting worse I'm cutting like a lot I haven't talked to my little sisters in a year they are in an abusive house I'm scared for them I don't know if they are ok I hope they are I was in a relationship I didn't want to be in she keep threatening to kill herself and I'm already going through that so I couldn't bring myself to do it now I just did im scared but I now know it's not on me
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