I think I'm gonna kill myself tonight, I just can't do this anymore, I can't handle my mom and brothers anymore. I'm tired of being the parent to my brothers because my dumbass mom is always working, she tells me to watch my brothers and take care of them but when I actually do it she says "I'm the parent not you" my brother is 4 and he's a FUCKING brat, I'm tired of parenting my own mom. I have four brothers except one was adopted an took away by his dad, the adopted brother was such a asshole and tired killing me, so did my four year old brother. I want to die but afraid of what happens after death, I might still kill myself tonight.