I hate my friends so much... They never admit they're wrong, theyll do anything to pin the blame on anyone else, they take everything so seriously and make me think I'm the one in the wrong. A few days ago, I was struggling badly, I was ignoring everyone, my mental health was crumbling, and I had no energy to talk to anyone, After that, when I felt a bit better, they shouted at me, telling me I was the worst friend ever, they haven't considered that I was struggling, that I was depressed so maybe something had happened to me. I couldn't tell them though, I was scared I hate being vulnerable with people, I feel like they'll take advantage and use it against me... They do anything to bully me, even if they're "joking" it still hurts, I don't know why Im still friends with them... Theyre my only friends. If I drop them I'll be alone, and I don't want that..