I hate my sister. I know, that’s a horrible way to start a rant I suppose, but I genuinely feel this way all the time. She always takes the attention because she’s the badly damaged one. But I’m badly damaged too, just mentally. It’s not fair. Whenever I get even a slice of attention, she always has to steal it because she’s crying or she’s doing something that made her sad. It makes me so fucking annoyed to the point that I wanna cry. It’s literally not fair. I just want attention. Call me an attention seeker, idc. If that’s what I am, that’s what I am I guess. I seek attention wheverever I go just because of that. I dress inappropriately just to get a glimpse of attention from literally anyone. I act out to get any attention. I CRAVE attention more than I should I suppose, but that’s just how I am now because of her. Like, I don’t self harm, I don’t say sorry 24/7 like she does, but I still deserve attention right? I mean I leave for college next year and she has 2 more years. 😭🔫