I'm at this damn camp and I thought it would be a new opportunity to change myself for the better. I thought I could improve myself socially and not be awkward but I only kept it up for a day before I got tired of it. Now I'm just floating around like a fucking weirdo. I really want to change, and after years of observing and being a satellite I didn't learn a damn thing. I ask myself what the fuck is missing or wrong with me? Why can't I just be normal? I don't feel like I belong here.
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