I know that so many girls would love it. I know that so many girls would love to have a skinny waist and a big butt. But it isn’t that great because you put yourself through the torture it takes to get there and once you achieve it, then you are the person who was rude in their eyes. Then you feel like everything is wrong with you and that people hate you and that you shouldn’t do anything because it always makes me negatively. I try to be happy I really do but it is so hard with the people around me knowing that they have the same problems I do but they hide it better than me. And it is hard to talk about it because I am too young to be depressed but it isn’t too young to be depressed it is too young to have experienced what pointed me in that direction