ill lose everything until i lose the roof over my head and the ability to get my medications which will leave me so bad that i will have to seek street drugs and eventually get arrested, put in a psych ward, or raped and murdered by someone else on the street, and if i do survive, then ill be in and out of psych wards because they put you on a medication and then take you right off of it once you leave and i won't be able to pick up the prescription from the pharmacy because i won't have the money for it. and the withdrawal will hospitalize me again and again until i am permanently put in a criminal psych ward because i will become combative towards police because i am not lucid and am delusional thank you mom.