So, basically, I've never had, like, friends my whole life. It's been hard for me to, like, make friends and have connections with people. And, like, I've always, like, been the odd one out, or, like, the second choice my whole life. And, um, I was, as, like, growing up, I was, like, a problem child. Like, I really was. And, um, it's, like, hard for me to, like, I don't know, trust people, and, like, I don't know, like, it always feels like I'm waiting for the other bull to drop. I always wait for something bad to happen. Like, even in times of good and happy moments, I, like, you know, like, I overthink it. I have, like, a really bad overthinking problem, and I have such bad social anxiety. And at this point in my life, like, I've been, I've tried healing, I've tried, like, moving on, but, like, my overthinking is, like, really getting the best of me. And, like, I have no talents. Like, I'm, like, the kid that, like, no one