He (17m)broke up with me (18f) almost two months ago, I was expecting it but at the same time still felt blindsided because while I was scared it would happen I didn't think it actually would. And I just can't get over the shame of how I acted. I have anxious attachment and anxiety and OCD in general that put a lot of strain on the relationship and I kind of made him my emotional safe home. He said he felt like he was unable to express himself and started feeling overwhelmed and needed to work on himself. Then a month later I found out he asked the girl he used to have a crush on to prom. It just makes me so sad because it was REAL. I was THERE and it was so real and loving and I just ruined it. I keep having so many memories of me getting jealous for no reason or getting mad at him when he tried to set a boundary or something because it just always scared me and made me think he was going to find someone better or not want me anymore. Which ig was true in the end. (This is too long.)