I have nothing left. I dont recognize myself anymore. I hate that I have to keep fighting and stay strong. I want to die honestly. I want this all to end because I am in so much pain and it's not fair. I dont enjoy my family anymore. I dread waking up in the mornings. I want to take as many pills as I can and leave this place forever. I'll never get chance to see where I go or how much better things get but I will be at peace for once. And I'll never burden anyone again. No one can help me and I curse God for leaving me.
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