I feel so bad I have a perfect life at this moment but I’m still so sad I have no real reason to be sad but I just wanna disappear I don’t wanna die neither do I wanna stay here. I feel like I’m just useless it won’t make a difference weather I’m here or not nothing will change if 8 billion people loose one person I won’t make a deference I don’t know what the point of being here I just wanna disappear I wish I could just watch everything going on carelessly without actually being there