I feel so isolated and its summer break and I feel like I actually see who enjoys my company and it’s not that much, it’s not that no one talks to me but the people I actually felt like I have a bond with me only text for streaks. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong I don’t know how much I’ve changed because before I was in every group chat I would constantly complain about people texting me all the time and now that it’s gone I miss it so much I wanna be happy, I’m just seeing peoples stories with each other and I feel so much envy and embarrassed that I’m not going out with my friends that I don’t have anyone just listening to my friends talk about the cool things they’re been doing and how fun they’re group chats are and I can’t relate. I feel so lonely I wanna disappear, I wanna ghost evb I wanna move schools I don’t wanna be me.