I'm the type of person where I can feel everyone's emotions around me. It can be exhausting because I already have my own issues, and then feeling everything else around me makes it heavy to carry. I feel like I care too much about people, and they end up treating me like shit anyways. I genuinely have no one to call, or talk too. I feel so lonely. I've tried to create friendships, but I can't stand empty conversations. Every conversation I have with people just feels superficial. Im exhausted. The weird thing is, I have my boyfriend. But i never feel good enough for him because of my own insecurities. We're long distance, so i can only see him once a month. He claims that i can talk to him about anything, but I dont like sharing my struggles with anyone because i dont want to be a burden. I have no actual friends to hang out with or talk too. I just feel so lonely, and exhausted. Everyday i wake up and my heart just feels heavy. I wish thing's could be different.