I fucking hate court. Social workers suck, lawyers suck, prosecutors suck and the whole justice system just fucking sucks. I was sexually harassed, CSA if you can call it that by that pathetic excuse for a human. My mom's husband. I'll never feel clean again, I'll never feel handsome or pretty again. I can still feel his hands all over me and it makes me want to tear my skin off. God I want to throw up. Everyone's so insensitive about it, and too. "Oh at least I didn't get touched by my stepdad." I tried to kill myself because of him. I couldn't bear the weight of technically being related to such filth. A grown man, 39yrs old, sexually abusing a 5yr old child. And it didn't stop there, it continued until I turned 12, last year. He'd put his fingers in my underwear, make me sit on his lap, force me to take naps with him and hold me like a lover. It makes me sick to my stomach and no one but me did smthn about it. Fuck everyone that made it a joke, every single one of you.