God I hate my dad. He keeps comparing me (a TEENAGER ) to my sister (a FULLY GROWN 29 yr old woman) I don't even know how he expects me to measure up to her because I'm not even in highschool yet. She graduated top of her class in matric and for the 2nd time this year and got her 3rd (2nd?) degree. He keeps shoving it down my throat. It's so annoying bcuz what do you even want from me? When I get good marks (almost 100% of the time) he finds a way to wedge her into the conversation. I feel like he doesn't see me as my own person with feelings and thoughts but as an extension of my older sister–a sequel to her success. It's tiring because now I feel so indifferent towards my grades. I got an 84% average on my report but I really couldn't care less. I'm not trying to be edgy but I just don't care cuz no one else gives a shit, no one cares. I got accepted for scholarships in 3 different schools but still, I don't care. I hate it so much and really wish I could just feel something, yk?