I get that we need to work because earning money is important but I hate it so much, I lost all passion and motivation to do anything I thought taking a creative job would help solve that problem but it didn’t, I just hate it still and no, I know that I am not lazy when I’m so burnt out all the time and hate it when I feel like a deadweight or underperforming Yes I just want life to be smooth and easy and for some reason a lot of people don’t like it when I say that. cuz It’s unrealistic? why should you care, I’m allowed to want that and don’t give me that “welcome to the real world” BS because don’t you think I know that? I didn’t even wanna be here in the first place. I’m allowed to complain, I hate it