I don't see any other choice. I don't see a future for myself and that scares me. I've been living life knowing that none of this matters so whats the point? But because of that I've just made it so difficult to even continue and. idk. I don't want to die but it feels like my only option. I want to live and I want to be happy but I feel stuck at the bottom of this stupid ocean. I just want to be ok again
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