my parents i just get sooo angry everytime i am around them they expect so much and they give so little i feel ignored neglected and always blamed for everything they only notuce me when i do sm wrong but never emotionally present they say im lazy ungrateful and have a big attitude but i just wanna be heard and loved i got diagnosed with avoidant attachment and bibolar disorder due to past traume from childhoodm and the abuse tooo emotionally physiacally and most mentally