I feel like I can never get a boyfriend. I’ve had two when I was younger and it was really just stupid. But now I feel totally ugly and not worth anyone. I see these cute boys all the time but I’m scared they would be disgusted if I spoke a word to them. It feel like no one in the world wants me romantically and I get it. I’m fat and ugly. But is it so wrong to want to be in a nice relationship where we can be each others best friend??:( idk but if I ever got another I’m scared I would loose interest and get bored…bc lowkey I did that with my other ones..idk why just after a while I realize I don’t really fit with them and like them? Idkkk idk idk idk just someone kill me already