I think my friends don't like me. Or weirdly enough care too much that they are coming off callus and disinterested in me. We'll have late night hang outs at my place. The first sign that I MIGHT be tired they tell me to go to bed and keep insisting until I do. They'll stay up for hours afterwards sometimes. I'm in the living room with 3 of them, 1 person is in there room. One of the people out in the living room wants to go lay down, that's fine, but then the other 2 and the person in their bedroom start playing a board game in front of me and make no sort of hint that they want me to join or that they were ever planning on asking. They'll always brush my choices to the side cause I always seem to be the one initiating doing a boardgame or idea of something that we do, but as soon as someone else suggests something they all hop onto the idea. I know that they all care for me but it really feels like they are trying to exclude me.