I feel like my mental health has been deteriorating so bad. Just this year I was doing fine in school but everything just caught up to me and I tried to kill myself in march. I’m dreading going to school next year and in every freaking therapy appointment we talk about it and homeschool but no one wants to actually make it happen?? My therapist keeps saying she’ll talk to my mom and I don’t want it go be too late. I throw up at the thought of school. My anxiety has been getting severe and my depression has been getting so much worse and my new medication isn’t helping. I’ll actually end it if o have to go to school next year. But my mom like hates the idea because she and my sister didn’t have a good experience, and I think she’s projecting that on to me even though I feel homeschool is the best choice ig. Idk..and my friends already think I’m kinda weird and I don’t wanna loose them bc of all this?? What do I even do at this point.