I'm starting to fail one of my college classes, and i'm really really trying. I don't understand why the harder i try the worse my grades get. my dad wants me to just cheat on the quizzes but its video proctored and I don't want to lose my dual enrollment ability or any scholarships I may be able to get to academic dishonestly. I started crying because we were just arguing at this point and her told me I was just gaslighting everyone around me that this class is hard. he always gets pissed at me for crying and says that it may work on my mom but it doesn't work on him. He was pissed that i'm "almost 17 years old, and crying like an 8 year old instead of trying to find a solution." He always seems to hate when autism makes me something other than quirky (yes, I'm diagnosed) I know i was wrong to keep arguing with him- but he started taking things i was saying the wrong way. I never said that the answers for the questions weren't in the textbook. I said i don't remember them. I want mom