Another stone cold day. Came out just to drink water and go back to the room with his phone. I'm no longer the wife, the phone is. Either doom scroll, play game or talk to his side girl. Suggested to go out as a family to the park, but rather go for hair appointment. Call his sister out so that he can talk to her, rather than just me and the little one. Feel so broken everyday till pininterest tell me to find support, afraid I may go even darker places. A lone wolf just for her...