My husband thought I look tired but in fact I was broken and depressed. he doesn't know that I'm beginning to feel broken more and more. Even cried silently. Start to realize he lacks of empathy. Doesn't think of me, he only cares about his new side girl, I know he msgs her everyday and night. He doesn't think of how would his wife feel. Now I only think of my child. Music is the only one calm me, soothe me, understands me. Been listening to sacrifice a lot by gem, would you sacrifice it all? Only for my child. I been hurt too many times, I start to not care so much. He can do whatever he wants. Selfish is his middle name, only do whatever he wants. Rather be stone cold, side his new girl. Cold home, no longer feel warm. Want to leave but afraid of my little one. So sacrifice myself and withstand all these crap? Unfortunately I have to. I hope she is worth it for breaking this family apart