i cannot talk about what they did to me because they have money to sue for defamation and i have no proof of their abuse i cant even tell my therapist i dont even live there anymore and im a fully grown adult but the fear still rules me I just want to have real parents. My mom is nice to me now and cares about my medical conditions. So everything that happened to me as a child doesn't exist anymore, because she has changed for the better, and to Christians, as long as you ask for forgiveness, its fine and it wont cause the other person trauma i just want parents i want to have a real memory of relaxing and actually cuddling up to one of my parents i just want them to acknowledge it happened i will never get closure and it will just hurt even more when theyre gone because i will know there's no more chances left What reading a story involving parental loss does to a mf when youre already on the verge of a breakdown today 💜💜💜😁