I wish my girlfriend loved me as much as I love her. She doesn't understand commitment and cheats ALL the time. She assumed I was okay with an open relationship, but I'm not. I hate all her boyfriends and I hate when she talks to me about a new guy or about kissing all of her friends, but I can't control her. She flirts with other people in front of me because she assumes I'm okay with it. I'm not and I hate when she tells her friends that I am. I hate seeing her like this. Clearly I'm not enough for her. She started settling down lately because she loves the guy she's currently with but I feel like if she loved me enough she would've settled years ago. Ever since I understood that our relationship wasn't holding her back, I tried to date other people too, but I only want her. I love her. She's my girlfriend for fucks sake. I always thought my first wlw relationship was the worst, but truth is, this one is. I feel hopeless. Yet, I still do everything to see a smile on her face.