Man i feel so fucking numb. I have tried SH a bit ago and its the only thing i can think of now. Im prob gonna use a razor tonight. My toxic friend who i blocked two years ago keeps stalking me, school pressure keeps bringing me over the edge, and my addictions are only making those problems worse. I would have for sure commited by now if not for the fact the drama that would happen and my family would miss me. Like, i cant do this shit anymore, but i cant kms so i have to resort to the next best thing, sh. To whoever might be reading this, I hope you get better, really. I may be too far gone, but i believe you have the strength to push through. Good luck with life.