Im just scarred of what’s next and also scared of the past. I just woke up of auto pilot and Im just so fucking mad at myself for letting something I couldn’t control take 3 years from me idk why I just Im so mad at my self for it idk Ik I shouldn’t but idk and the realizing I’ve been just horrible dick the people I love is just idk I lost my self man fuck
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